today was the best day i've had in days...anywayz...around 11 i woke up...blah blah..ate and shit..got ready around 1...went outside..blah blah..walked around the neighborhood for a while by myself...then went to Karen's house...we juss chilled..then i left like at 2..cuz it was kinda gettin boring..then i went to Diego's house..we talked and all...blah blah..we went to go sit on the benches..and he was all over me and shit then bitch ass C.j kept on lookin at us and shit...soo i juss let it go..then i heard her say to one of her bitch ass friends.."they don't make a good couple...and i don't know why the hell Diego is going back out with her ugly ass"...and i was like...oohhh hell naw bitch...then me and Diego went over to where she was at...and i was all..."What the fuck did you juss fuckin say?"

C.j: What'd i say...
Me: you said me and Diego didnt make a good couple and you said to your friend...why the hell is diego going back out with her ugly ass...
C.j: fucking bullshit...i didnt say that stupid shit..
Me: ok first of all dont be fuckin cussin at me like that and lower your damn voice dont be fuckin yelling at me...and you needa quit talkin your shit because when ppl go up to your bitch ass u cant back it up...and don't be fuckin sayin that am a fuckin uglyass...yeah i know am ugly but am fuckin hella prettier and finer than your ugly ass...no teeth,flat chested,no ass bitch..

and yeah...soo me and Diego just left...then we walked to the park around 3 i guess...hella ppl were there...ill try to name them all...Justin and 6 of his homies(Jerry,KeShawn,Brandon,Pete,and forgot the other two), Gina,Danelle,Jon,Big David and Littoe David,Sammy,Tina,Liz,Dane,Chuiy,Fernando D....and lot's more ppl...am sooo happy i got to see Sammy...lol...uggghhh i cant believe Fernando was there...i was hanging out with the gurls and Diego was with his homies...dang man...people these days gotta ask soo much questions...ahahha...anywayz yeah...hhhmmm...what else happend...ohhh yeah...Fernando my ex...he wanted to talk to me...soo yea...i went to talk to him...and Diego was all starin at us and shit..and Fernando asked me out and i said.."hell nawww"...and he was all tryin to feel on me and shit and i pushed him away and i juss left him and went to Diego...and told him what happend...and when Fernando came over to the group...Diego was all lookin at him like mad doggin him...thenn...Diego was all talkin to him...

Diego: you fuckin tryin to get wit my gurl...
Fernando: naww man...i was but she said no...and i never knew that ya'll was going back out...
Diego: well if she said no then why the fuck were you tryin to be feelin on her..
Fernando: damn boy...shiet..what's the big deal about feeling on her..
*Everyone: you a fuckin dumbass foo..yo ass gettin a beat down right now*
FErnando: man fuck ya'll he aint gon' do shit
Justin: ah haah...bitch you funny...

then Diego hit him in the nose and on the cheek bones and knocked him down and shit...bitchass got his ass beat by my baby...lol...anywayz...blah blah it was like 4:30 soo i had to go home and get ready for church at 5:30...blahh...Diego walked me home...blah blah went to church at 5:30...got out at like 7 ish...then juss watched t.v

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Today i didnt do anything...

around 7 Diego called me just to see whats up with me and shit...we were talkin and shit then we got to the subject about me and him going back out...he said he wants to go back out but he can trust me...and i told him that i was gonna go to his house soo i hung up then i walked to his house..got there...we walked to the park..it was a hella quiet walk...we got to the park found a place where we can talk...here's our convo

Diego: I wanna go back out with you but then i don't because i don't think i can trust you..i mean you cheated on me..you flirted with guys in front of me..i dont think i can trust you
Me: I want to do the same thing too but if you don't want to trust me i guess we cant be together...i mean am sorry for cheating on you..i know that was hella stupid of me to do but you acted as if you didn't like me anymore..you acted like you wanted to brake up..and i cheated on you becuz i thought you were cheatin on me with Liola..
Diego: you shoulda told me about all these things soo that we would've never broken up..
......*silence for 2 minutes*.......
Me: and i told you from the beginning we started going out that i'm gonna be flirting with guys and shit...i told you that I'll mess around with them and stuff but i won't mack/kiss or w/e with them...I won't hook up with them or anything..i said i wouldn't touch them only slap them or w/e...but i would never cheat on you...
Diego: you did say that...but what happend? you cheated on me...
Me: I know i did cheat on you..I cheated on you because my FRIEND...My friend, *beep*,who i trusted told me that you were cheatin on me with Liola..she said she saw you guys mackin at your house..and i believed her because she was a true friend and she never told me lies and i trusted her so much...
Diego: fuckin little bitch...that whole shit she fuckin told you is all fuckin bullshit...ama talk to her bitch ass
Me: no don't go to her...it's only between me and you..
Diego: aight...its all a lie though..you shoulda came and told me about it...she just told you that so we can brake up and her ugly ass can try to hook up with me..i didnt want to tell you this after we broke up becuz i didnt want you to fuck her up or w/e...but after we broke up she came to my party and when you left i was on the couch sittin and she came and tryin to feel all over me and shit but i left..
Me: what the fuck?...*bout to go over to *beep* but Diego stopped me*
Diego: so whatever she tells you come to me before you do something...
Me:aight...



blah blah...we walked around the park for a while...went to go chill with some ppl...everyone was at the table we usually all chill at...and we sitting on the table it was Me,Diego,Gina,Danelle,Karla,Justin,and Josh...Diego was sitting on my right side and next to me was Gina...


Gina: you and Diego going back out?
Me: i dont know...we were just talking about it...and why do you think were going back out?
Gina: because you and him are like sitting next to eachother soo close and when you guys were walkin you guys were holdin hands like couples...and i saw him give you a kiss on the lips over there..
Me:*Laughing*...i'm not really sure if were going back out ask him...


blah blah...she asked him and he said that we were still talking it over ...soo yeah..anywayz...*Beep* was trying to talk to me but i was juss being a bitch to her...and then she said she wanted to talk to me alone...i was gonna go but Diego said to not go becuz i might fight her becuz when am mad at someone i juss sock them in the face soo yea...he said to not go and i stayed and then she got into Diego's face..."what the fuck Diego i wanna fuckin talk to her you can't" and i cut her off and i was all "you know what bitch you need to fuckin get the fuck out of his fuckin face...and you needa keep out of ppl's fucking relationships...if i fuckin find out you try to get into mine and Diego's relationship or anybody else's relationships i will fuck you up..."....blahh...then she fuckin mad dogged Diego...and i was all..." you know what bitch say wutchu wanna say. if you got shit to say to him say it to me bitch...cuz i'll fuckin handle your bitch ass.."...i was hella pissed i mean if you ask Danelle and Gina my veins were poppin out and shit even on my neck...and i had my hands into a fist...i was ready...then i couldn't take it anymore so i just took a swing at her hit her in the nose she couldn't do shit cuz Justin was holding her back and Diego and Gina were tryin to hold me back..and Justin told her to leave...blah blah..around 9:15...Me, Diego,Gina and Justin left to go walking around the neighborhood...then me and Diego went to his around like at 930 we talked and all...and he said that it'll be hard for him to trust me...but he wants to just try it out again and see if us being together will work...sooo i guess were going back out...soo at like 9:40 he walked me to my house...we were standing outside my house juss huggin and kissin and shit...then he said..


Diego: i been wanting to say this to you becuz i was just thinkin about you for weeks and i realized that...I love you...
Me:...are you shure that you really love me?because i don't want to be hurt again...
Diego: am really shure that i love you cuz..all these weeks we been broken up i been thinking about you...everytime i see i get a funny good feeling...i know you'll think am a pussy or am hella crazy or w/e...but i did cry at nights sometimes becuz i lost a gurl that i really loved and cared for...i mean i never ever felt like this about a gurl...

and i was just standing and saying...OMG...and just smiling at him...and i juss gave him a kiss...and he's all...."awww!!that's all i get?...(pretending to cry)...soo i told you I love you for nothing?...aww..that really sucks..."....and i was juss laughing...and i was all..''oh soo you juss told me you loved me just to get some tounge...ooohh thats soo hella fucked up''...and we were juss laughin and smilin at eachother..and he's all...''Nawww...am not that fucked up..and i just wanted you to laugh cuz u been cryin and mad and all that shit today...I love you''...and he gave me a kiss...and i gave him what he wanted lol....then i was walking to my door and he gave me a flying kiss and he's all..."I love you sexy"...lol...and i said.."I love you too big booty".....

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fuck man...today i aint doin shit my head hurts like a bitch...ok...ill try to remember yesterday...ok...woke up like at 11 i think i dunno...went online and shit..then britney came like at 4 ish i guess or 5?i dunno but yea...she came went swimming..then i think we went online for a while chilled then went to go rent movies and shit...around 11 i dunnnooo...we went to Diego's house...he had a littoe kick back...homies were there...ill try to named them..ok...Jason,Miguel,Me Britney,Diego,Bernadette,and i dunno about like 5 other ppl too...lol......it was hella crazylol...didn't drink much when i got there cuz i wanted to mess with the drunkies lol...Diego was in the middle of the living room and he was all tryin to break dance and shit...ahhaha...it was funny..he looked soo damn stupid...hahah..he was all drunk and shit and he juss sat down next to me on the couch...ahahha...i was all messing with him and shit..he's tight when he's drunk lol...then around 12 i started to drink and shit i drank like 5 cups of Bacardi in like 15 to 20 minutes then they made me and britney do a keg stand...hella crazy lol..then me and Diego were on the couch passed out until like 2 or 3...when i woke up around 2 or 3 ppl were still actin crazy and shit...we played spin the bottle...got hella crazy lol...anywayz yea...it was like 4 ish i guess soo yea...me and britney juss crashed at Diego's house...me and britney slept on the bed and Diego was passed out on the floor..soo yea...we juss gave him blankets and shit...then around 6 i think i woke up and i saw someone's hand around me and i lookd and it was diego..i was all scared and shit..cuz i thoguht i got too drunk and got stupid and shit..and you know...anywayz...yea we all woke up like at 9 i think...i used the net for a while at Diego's house...then around 10 or 11 me and britney went walkin to my house..My mom didnt get mad...cuz she thought i was at Britney's house...sooo yea....am done...PAYCE!

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uggghhh!!!i fuckin hate my mom...shiet man...she's a stupid ass bitch...i wish that she never was my mom...or atleast i wish she was nicer or....i wish that her and my dad got divorced and i would live my dad...i fuckin hate her...shiet...ok yesterday me and britney went shopping...and i bought a bitch load of clothes with MY OWN MONEY...and i come home with like 4 full bags of clothes...and she starts bitchin at me for spendin money on clothes...i was like what the fuck...i could spend my own fuckin money on whatever the fuck i want because i worked after skool and on weekends for the damn money...none of it was her fuckin money...shiet...and i told her i dont bitch at her for spendin her money on stupid shit...and today my homeboys came over to see if i could go outside...and i told them i didnt wanna go outside cuz i was too lazy...and when they left she started bitchin at me sayin all this shit bout my homeboys...that their stupid and all..and why the fuck am i hanging out with boys...and i told her...what the fuck is the fuckin problem of me hanging out with boys...i dont do shit with boys..i never had sex with them or anything i aint no damn ho...and she's all...am not saying that your doinig things with them...take your sister for example...and i was all...dont fuckin put her as an example cuz dis aint related to her problem...am not gonna fall in love with a punk ass bitch like Dan Dan...what the fuck do u want me to do...juss chill with gurls no friends that are boys...and fuckin turn into a fuckin lesbian?...juss cuz the guys when you my age didnt like you dont fuckin mean you gotta keep me away from my friends...and juss cuz am much more popular than you were in 7th grade dont fuckin mean u gotta bitch at me all the time about ppl callin or comin to the house...and she never said shit to me...i juss went upstairs...thats what i thought bitch...dont be soo fuckin jealous...shit...i dont bitch at you for anything...i dont even fuckin ask you for damn money..cuz i work for my damn money..shit...

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WEEE today was fun lol...when shopping is involved its fun to me...anywayz...woke up like at 11 ish...then went online...blah blah blah...got ready around 1 ish...then like at 2:45 went to go pick up britney and went to the mall..shopped n shopped n shopped...bought lotta shit...i mean stole...ahahha...anywayz...then we went to Macy's put on some make up lol..we were juss messing around and shit...oh yeah...we went to go take pictures...it looks kinda crappy...to me i dunno why but yea...saw bunch load of ppl....blah blah...then went home around 7:30 i guess and now am here chattin watching t.v and writin in this...

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the other blog that was dated on the 28th was juss about my week...but this blog is bout...today...hhmmm...lets see....woke up around 10 ish i guess...blah...watched t.v got bored...went to sleep...then woke up around 1 ish...then went online...chatted with ppl...then around 3 went to sleep i guess...then at 6:30 got dropped off at the mall...met up with some of my old friends...it was great to see everyone..ill try to name them...T.j,Jason,Ty,Elena,Alicia,Alaina,Robert(whiteboy),Punkin,etc.etc...gahh...cant name them all ahhaha...soorryy man...anywayz..we watched The day after tomoroe at 7:10...it was a pretty tight movie..damn the old lady who sat behind me took off her damn shoes...shit man it stankk....lol...blah blah....then we got out around 9:15...then we decided to go get something to eat...soo we went to China Star...Robert gave us a ride over there...we got some food to go...then we went with the rest of the ppl...then we took a drive to downtown at the hill...then we ate and shit...had some fun...lol...blah blah...then like at 11 T.j's brother Camron gave me a ride home...got home around 11:30 or earlier...and now am juss here chillin and writing in here...

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